Thursday, April 10, 2003

A Road Less Traveled



I am so proud of myself. Today I took the moral high ground. I thanked my boss for setting aside the differences that his sister and I are having. I told him I didn't want to put him in the middle of our arguement. It seems to have worked. When he got home today he was his old self. The guy that I started to work for all those months ago. :D

Normaly I would never have taken this road. I would have lashed out and bad mouthed her. Believe me it wasn't easy to not say your sister is an uber self centered, egomaniacle, bitch. He already knows this because he's said so himself. Well not exactly in those words but it was pretty close.

So today I became an adult and handled things in a mature manner. I'm actually proud of myself for i t.

On another note I finally finished the bulk of coding for my website. My relationship with the boy is going good. Mom and I are getting along and she is finally seeing me for the woman I am not the little girl I once was. I tell you life, despite what happened with diana, is going grand. :)

Monday, April 07, 2003

Jinkies



Life sure is strange. One minute you're minding your own business and then BAM! it changes.

This time last year I was pretty pathetic. I will admit that. I was resigned to live my life completely alone. I didn't feel the need to have any other human being in my life. Now there are a few people I would have a very hard time living without.

I'll talk about one of them with you. He's totally amazing, unlike any man I've ever met. He's kind, intelligent, generous, humorous, ect...

The weekend of Marh 28th I got to spend some time with him. It was wonderful and magical. I won't go too much into detail. I do need to keep somethings to myself. ;)

We sat outside of Ceasar's Pallace in Las Vegas and just cuddled. It was so amazing that we could just "be" together and not be doing anything. We just talked and cuddled. It was truely amazing.