Baring my soul and just a little bit more
My parents had a clock that struck on the hour every hour. That's my clearest memory of waiting for him.
I had the house to myself all weekend and had been planning this for a while. He would take the buss up from Tucson and then a cab to my house. As the hours ticked by I got more and more nervous. I looked around the house for alcohol, any alcohol. I was so nervous. I didn't give a shit if my parents found out. I was 19 after all and almost legal to buy the stuff.
It wasn't the first time we had sex but it was the first time we would actually have time together. We wouldn't have to rush. I could fall asleep in his arms. I just knew this was going to be a magical weekend.
I found a bottle of wine. It was the kind with the white roses on it. I walked into the dining room and grabbed 2 glasses off of the shelf and brought them into the kitchen. Then I opened the bottle and poured myself a glass of wine to calm myself down.
My heart started pumping faster as I watched the time slip by and knew he was that much closer to being in my arms.
Then it happened the doorbell rang.. I walked over to the door and opened it. There he was as beautiful as I remembered him. He had the biggest smile on his face.
It seemed to take forever to get the door fully open. As soon as I did he took me into his arms and we stood there for an eternity just holding eachother.
I led him into the house and took him to my bedroom so he could drop his bags off. He had seen my room before but there was a little gleam in his eyes this time.
After he dropped his bags off we went into the kitchen. I had made a really nice dinner for the both of us. We sat down and began to slowly consume each and every bite, enjoying the luxury of time we had.
I poured him a glass of wine. I definitely wanted to get some. Heck that was the whole reason for him coming up to phoenix. After he drank it I refilled his glass. He gave me a little smile. I'm sure looking back that he knew what I was trying to do. In my innocence I actually thought I was fooling him.
After we finished our dinner we retired to the couch to watch some movies. There was a free movie weekend but I couldn't tell you what channel it was on. I wasn't really paying attention. I was still very nervous.
He sensed this and just sat and held me for the longest time. I would feel his hand running along my back. He knew just what to do to make me feel safe, loved, relaxed.
I put my head on his shoulder and wrapped my arms tightly around his body. I didn't want to ever let go.
Lightly his finger trailed up from my throat and lifted my chin to his awaiting lips. It was a deeply passionate and intense kiss. I had never felt a kiss like that before or since that night.
We sat on that couch kissing for what seemed like hours. Our bodies entangled together. Finally we came up for some breath.
I decided this would be a good time to eat something. I headed off to the kitchen to make us something to eat. I don't remember what it was because I was floating on cloud 9.
After dinner we decided to grab a blanket and lay down in front of the tv to watch a movie that had come on.
I layed down on the blanket and he layed down behind me. He draped his arm over my waste and started to trail his fingers up and down my stomache. Then his fingers made their way to my nipples, which he very lightly stroked sending shivers up and down my body.
I rolled over my back laying flat on the blanket. He leaned in and kissed me his finger never leaving my now hard nipples.
Slowly he moved so his body was on top of mine. I relaxed and spread my legs as he slipped his body between them. I then lifted my legs and encircled them arround his back and let him grind into me.
Time started to seem non existant as he kissed my lips and ground his body into mine. Suddenly I felt something strange sturring inside me. I had no idea what it was. I became a bit frightened as feelings I had never felt before washed over my body. I started to breath faster. My heart felt like it was going to jump straight out of my chest. My back began to arch. Then it happened. A moan escaped from my lips and a lightning bolt of pleasure overtook my body.
Completely exhausted I fell back on the blanket. Sean rolled back over behind me and wrapped his arms arround me and cuddled me. I must have fell asleep for a bit but he never left my side.
I will never forget that one perfect moment in time where we knew time layed down and stood still just for us.
