Friday, April 19, 2002

Does a little happy dance



Ok so proud of myself. I know it might be a little step for most but it's a big step for me.

I finally figured out how show graphics on a website. See I have been with geocrappies for so long that I never needed to learn how to make a pic show up on a website. Well on blogger it isn't as easy. You actually have to have some knowledge of html in order to do some cool things to your blog. I do have some knowledge of html but it's still somewhat limited I can code very simple sites but not do anything fancy yet.

What makes me the most proud is that I am self tought. I haven't gone to school for site design. Yes I have had a little help from my different net friends but the bulk I learned on my own and in times like I am having it really makes me happy that I am intelligent enough to figure things out for myself.

The proof of my new found talent is the blog stickers. :D They're linked and everything. :D

Well mom called last night so you guys are going to get quite a blog soon. I tell I need to leave the state and not let her know where I'm going.
Those Dumb Quizes

Well I decided that I'm not going to be putting so many tests on my blog. I don't like the fact that it takes so long to load everything so if you would like to see the quizes I have done and would like to do some yourself go HERE.

What's Your Style? Find out @ She's Crafty

Which Action Star Are You? Find out @ She's Crafty








which children's storybook character are you?

this quiz was made by colleen

Time Waster



OMG I found another blogger who likes those stupid test as much as I do. :P So I went through and did a bunch of them. Hope you like them.




Find out which Moulin Rouge song you are.

Thursday, April 18, 2002

Now that tax time is over and hopefully you have them already filed I will post this link about funny schemes and supposed loopholes that I found on fark.

Tax Loopholes and Schemes

Wednesday, April 17, 2002

The "F" word on rv?



Ok so I'm watching Rosie today and she shows a clip of Ethan Hawke in Training Day. Not a big deal right? Well someone dropped the ball and forgot to bleep out the word fuck. At first I thought what's going on? Did I just hear what I think I heard? Yes sir I did. Rosie and Ethan made jokes about it. I just about died laughing when I realized what had happened. Especialy seeing as how it isn't live on the west cost. I mean they could have bleeped it out but they didn't.

Ahhhhhhh a much needed laugh. :D

Another Useless Test



Ok I nicked this one from Kerr's blog.

Update



Something Scary
Somethign Funny


Well what started out as one of the worst days of my life actually ended up pretty nicely. My 2 bestfriends kept calling me all day making sure that I was doing ok. I went and rented 3 movies: Pay it Forward, Rush Hour2, and Don't Say a Word. I soooooooooooooo needed an excape from my day. My 2 dogs wouldn't leave my side all day. They knew something was wrong and they made sure that I knew I was loved.


I'm going to discuss the movies I have seen. I am also going to have major spoilers for Pay it Forward. Just so you are warned.


I absolutely loved Don't say a word. It's one of the best suspense movies I have ever seen. If you get the chance to see it grab it.

Now onto Pay it Forward. I really wanted to see a happy movie so I decided on Pay it Forward. I had heard it was a good movie and had a very good message. The first 3/4 of this movie were actually very good. It explained how the kid came up with the concept of Pay it Forward. It showed how one person can make such a difference in their life it was inspiring. My gripe is with the last 1/4.


I am about half way through Rush Hour 2. I fell asleep half way through it last night. From what I have seen it's really good. It harkens back to the old days of Jackie Chan. The texture is even reminicent of his older movies. So far I love it. After I am finished I'll let you know if I still liked it.


Major Spoiler about Pay it Forward. I'm going to put lines of ~ so if you don't want to read it you won't have to.
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Ok so after this little boy starts this wonderful idea he comes to realize that he needs to help one of his friends because he is being bullied on a daily basis. So one day he goes and gets in the middle of it and gets stabbed. Then we are shown the mother and the teacher in the emergency room. The Dr. comes out talks to them and then the mother collapses. Yep that's right they killed the little boy. WTF?? I wanted my happy ending. I have had a shitty day and I wanted my faith in this world restored. Well in a way this movie helped but I was so disheartened by what happened. Why would they kill off such a good souled charachter as Trever. I know it's the whole addige that when you are finished doing what you need to do on earth then your time is up and you go back home to heaven but this is a movie. It's supposed to have a happy ending.

Monday, April 15, 2002

Another Useless Test







which "monty python and the holy grail" character are you?

this quiz was made by colleen

Sunday, April 14, 2002

Website Links



I plan on highlighting some link at least once a week on my blog. It will just be different things I find arround the web but don't necessarely want to put in the links section of my website. Well I hope you like this new thing I'm doing.



A guy turns his Game Boy Advance into a rudimentary web server.



Wanna buy Laura Croft's Outfit? Click Here. It's for a very good cause.



J Lo did you forget something? This link is not suitable for work.



Nobscan Scan you uh hem and send it here to share with the world. Definately not suitable for work.



Some freak is building her house to resemble the Adams Family Mansion.

Ordained Minister?



Yep that's right kiddies. In about 72 hours yours truely is going to be an ordained minister. I kid you not. While surfing the WWDN I came across a post about becoming an ordained minister at no cost to me. So I thought why the heck not. Supposidly in less than 72 hours I will become an ordained minister. This is such a hoot. I think it's hysterical that me someone who hates releigon is going to be an ordained minister.

Saturday, April 13, 2002

Dealing with a manic depresive mother



I sware my mother is manic depressive. She has the worst mood swings I have ever seen. One day she can be the most loving person on the face of the earth the next day she is screaming that she is going to kill me, literally.

An example: One day we were going to get a perscription for me because I was very sick. She had asked me to look up the address but I thought I knew where the Osco was. Well I was wrong. She started yelling how she was going to crash the car and kill us both and get it over with. She said life wasn't worth it and that we would both be better off dead. Well I finally spotted the Osco and she dropped me off to get my perscription. When I came out and got back into the car she had a smile on her face and everything that had just happened seemed to have disapeared from her mind.

Well last weekend on Sunday she asked me to call my Dr. so I could get a stronger perscription because I wasn't getting any better. She said to call her when it was ready and she would pick it and bring it over to my house for me since I was sick. So on Monday I called them and had them call in a new perscription. When they called and told me it was ready to be picked up I called her. Well her husband answered so I explained that my perscription was ready to be picked up and then said good bye and hung up. About 5 mon later she called me back saying she was never going to talk to me and that if I wanted the perscription I was going to have to get it myself. Well I don't druve and Osco is a mile from my house. I don't know about anyone else but when I am sick the last thing I want to be doing is going on a 2 mile walk (this is there and back) I would rather be in bed resting. Well she also told me she hoped that I was going to have a good life cuz she was through with me. Now this was completely unprovoked. I still have no idea what happened between Sunday and Monday to get this reaction.

Well this morning at about 7:30am I get a phone call from her asking if I wanted to go to a tea party with her. I think to myself WTF? A few days ago she didn't want anything to do with me now she wnats me to go to some stupid tea party? I made up some excuse as to why I couldn't go to the stupid tea party. The last thing I want to be doing this weekend is spending time with my mother. She really pissed me off and hurt me. When she fights with her husband she always takes it out on me and I am just not going to play her games from now on. I have decided that the next time she calls I am going to tell her "mother I am going to respect your request. Good bye have a nice life." I know this is going to piss her off and I will probibly get kicked out of my condo. (She and her husband technically own it. But I pay the mortgage and assoc. fees.) I am just so tired of her mood swings.

I told her a few weeks ago that I thought she is Bi-Polar and she brushed it off saying "Oh hunney I'm not bi-polar. I just get depressed sometimes." I then reminded her of the times she has spazed out. She really didn't have anything to say about it. Although I dont think she is getting any help for it. I thing she could be such a good person then she pulls one of her stunts. I wish I had a normal mother that didn't go off if she doesn't get what she wants.

Oh she is also pissed that I am not what she expected. I think my mother thought having a baby is like having a doll. You can dress it up and play with it and decide how it should live their lives. Well people don't work that way. Everyone is their own person and everyone makes their own mistakes. Believe me I have made my share of mistakes but hey I've learned from them and I am a better person for learning these lessons. I wish she would just let me live my life. I am 28. That is considered an adult. I'm going to be 30 in an year and a half for gods sake and she still treats me as if I am 2.

Maybe I post some of the other choice things my mother has done to me over the years. It's amazing to me that I'm not completely mad from the things she and my father have thrown at me. What really gets me is that there are people who have it much worse than I do. I have no idea how these people survive without wanting to off themselves. Well you can pick your friends but you can't pick your family.

Friday, April 12, 2002

Another useless test




Are you a ho? Find out @ She's Crafty

Fun Tests



Here are some fun tests you can take.



I am Yoda







Arwen

Arwen

If I were a character in The Lord of the Rings, I would be Arwen, Elf, the daughter of Elrond.

In the movie, I am played by Liv Tyler.

Who would you be?
Zovakware Lord of the Rings Test with Perseus Web Survey Software






Which Rock Chick Are You?







take the which one of the trading spaces cast are you? quiz!





If I were a Dead Russian Composer, I would be Dmitri Shostakovich!

I am a shy, nervous, unassuming, fidgety, and stuttery little person who began composing the same year I started music lessons of any sort. I wrote the first of my fifteen symphonies at age 18, and my second opera, "Lady Macbeth of the Mtsensk District," when I was only 26. Unfortunately, Stalin hated the opera, and put me on the Enemy Of The People List for life. I nevertheless kept composing the works I wanted to write in private; some of my vocal cycles and 15 string quartets mock the Soviet System in notes. And I somehow was NOT killed in the process! And Harry Potter(c) stole my glasses and broke them!

Who would you be? Dead Russian Composer Personality Test






Purple Shimmer

I'm the purple shimmer Doc Marten...
I'm a little spunky, definitely fun,
and I like believing in fantasy

Which Doc Marten are you?
(by *coffeebean*)






Which Empire Records Character Are You? Find out @ She's Crafty




Who's Your Movie Sidekick? Find out @ She's Crafty




Which My So-Called Life Character Are You? Find out @ She's Crafty




Which Buffy Girl Are You? Find out @ She's Crafty






What Psych-Ward do you belong to?







The Eighties Pop Act Test deems me:



55% Eighties Pop Act


You are The Smiths: You were a peripheral player in the eighties, people thought it was cool to be your friend, but they never really wanted to spend time with you. Go watch Twin Peaks reruns.







Take the Affliction Test Today!




What Video Game Character Are You? I am a Base-defender.I am a Base-defender.


What's mine is mine, and I make sure everyone knows it. Nobody invades my space without permission - I'd destroy everything I own before letting someone take it from me. I tend to be forward-facing, which is both a strength and a weakness. What Video Game Character Are You?

Update



I had a little bit of time today so I fixed some things on my weblog.

You will notice that my weblog looks completely different. What started this is I tried to remove my name from the end of the weblog and it resulted in removing the comments. Well I like change so I decided to go with a completely different look for my weblog. Well I hope you like what I have done.

Thursday, April 11, 2002

Oh Boy



Well I haven't had alot of time to blag. I will however have quite a blog coming. It's been quite a week.

Due to somethings that have happened I haven't done squat to my website but hopefully I will have time soon. I have tons of new links to funny pages and interesting things I have found.

I will leave you with a few links to interesting sites I have found.

Something Scary
Something Funny
Something Interesting
Something Wierd and Funny
Something So Sad (Note my sarcasm)

Thought for today.

God will never give you more than you can handle.

This has been my moto in the past few days.

Sunday, April 07, 2002

Suprises



Well I got a nice suprise. My step father just came to my frount door bearing gifts. When mom was in NYC I guess she went to a bakery to get me some things. She is so funny I didn't expect for her to get me anything. She was there because one of her cousins was dieing. After the funeral she stopped at a bakery and got something for myself and my step dad.

I also got something from my aunt. I got a really cute sleep shorts set and a new sleeveless t-shirt. I also got a little stuffed bear and it all came in a plastic Hello Kitty bag. :D I love Hello Kitty. It doesn't matter how old I get I still love toys. lol

Things I am planning on doing today.



Well today I plan on doing some work on my website. I have some new quotes to put up and I do believe I have quite a few new wav files to put up as well. I also have some new fun links to add to the links section.

My links section is growing so much that I am thinking of breaking it up into a couple of sections. I was thinking of having a buttons and banners section and a regular typed link section.

I also put up a few new blog links. I hope you enjoy some of the new ones. I've been on a mission to find blogs of quality and link them here. I have found quite a few good ones out there. It's also a great way to meet new people such a Kerr. I happen to stumble across Kerr's blog left a comment and now have a new net friend. :D I must admit though I found quite a few of them at the WWDN.

Speaking of WWDN I am sooooooooooooooooooooooooo adicted to that place. Whenever I am online I am usually posting there. Currently I am 14 on the posters who post the most. This scares me lol. Anyway it's a great place for adults to hang out. There is alink to the WWDN over on the left side of my blog.

Well it's been over 2 weeks since I had a cig and I am ever so tempted to get one today. Damn I really want a cig. I am thinking that if I can bum one off of someone then I wouldn't have the other 19 to smoke and if i did get a whole pack I would only be able to smoke the one cig and then I would feel bad because I wasted all that money on cigs that I'm not going to smoke. What to do, what to do? Well wish me luck that I do the right thing.

Quote of the week



"Never comprimise yourself it's all you've got." ~ Janice Joplin

Fun sites of the week



1. Eric Conveys An Emotion
2. Kill Everyone Project
3. The Zen Game
4. Jump The Shark
5. No comments:

The Raping Of The Public by Record Company Execs



Well it has come to my attension that the record companies have decided that I can't record ANY of the songs off of a cd or anything off of a dvd. This blows! In the past few years artists have been breaking records left and right and these people charge WAY too fucking much for the cds in the first place. $20 for one or two songs I like. Give me a break!

I have also heard that the new Celine Dion cd has something in it that if you put it into your computer it will crash your computer. This has to be illegal. They could seriously mess up someone's computer. Yet they want that all mighty dollar and don't care what kind of dammage it does to us. Again I say give me a break. Like these people don't have enough money already. Guess Celine's million dollar wedding has put a massive dent into her finances. :P I can barely survive on what money I have and she is going to screw me over. I used to have alot of respect for her and now this is happening.

Also this new bill they are trying to pass will make it almost impossible for independant artists to record and sell their own music. To me this infringes upon free speach.

To read about the new bill go HERE. You can also go HERE to read another article about the bill.

I think everyone should boycott the artists that are going along with this B.S. I think we should also write letters to our congressmen and woman stating why this is illegal and what not.

Ok that's enough on that subject.

The Wierd Sickness Strikes Again



Well mom got back the other day from NYC. The thing is she is now sick. She has some of the same symptoms that I do but she is also haveing problems with her heart. I am extremely worried about her. She went to the Dr. yesterday and they told her to just lay down and rest for the next few days. They also gave her an aray of drugs.

Oh I have a new symptom. I was coughing and I felt liquid coming out of my nose so I went to wipe it and I look down and ree red. Yes people my nose started to bleed. I'm telling you something is going on. I am not one of those wierd conspiricy people but I really think there is something to this.

Other than the coughing, which is driving me crazy, I feel almost normal. The only thing that is truely and utterly pissing me off is that I have lost my voice. I can't sing and I feel as if I have lost a part of my soul. I know it's temporary but I want it back and I want it back right now. Not romorrow or the next day. :P Oh well guess I'm going to have to wait. Hopefully it won't take much Longer.

Friday, April 05, 2002

Testing the links over <-------
Weblog Links

I forgot to mension if you have a weblog and you would like to trade links leave the addy to your blog in the comments of this post. I will check out your blog and add a link if I like what I see. If anyone links to my blog please let me know and I will put a link to your blog in mine.

Thursday, April 04, 2002

Where's mommie when you need her?



Well I've been pretty much plastered all day from the meds the Dr gave me. I don't know if they are working and I still feel like crap. The good news is mom is coming home from NYC tomorrow. She called today and said as soon as she gets home she is making me her famous home made soup. OMG this soup is wonderful. EVERY time I get sick I CRAVE this soup! I don't know what she puts in it but it tastes wonderful and always makes me feel much better within a day or 2. I kid you not this stuff is magic. It works every time.

I am so everlovin sick and tired of being sick. It's been a week and a half already for gods sake. I am the biggest baby when it comes to getting sick. I know I'm going to piss off the male readers with this statement but oh well. I am basically like every man I have ever known when he got sick but I am female. lol I happen to be very independant and I want to be able to go out and do the things I need to do.

I did go to the grocery store this morning before drugging myself up. (These are perscribed meds not street drugs.) I got everything that I needed but it took me 3 times as long as it usually does. This pisses me off. Oh well. I'm starting to get to that hazy phaze where I just don't care. Yes i just took my last meds for the day about 10 min ago so they should be kicking in soon. Ahhhhhhhhh the blistful numbness. The other thing that irks me when I'm sick is that I'm a singer and I can't sing for carp right now. GRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR I have almost completely lost my voice due to the constant coughing. Today someone called and thought I was doing the breathing thing on the phone to them. I told them well you called me not the other way arround give me a feckin break I'm sick.

OH something pissed me off yesterday. Eventhough it's been advertised all feckin week they didn't air Enterprise. Instead it was some stupid basketball game. Supposidly they are going to air it this weekend. I am tired of good shows being prempted by crapy sports! If I hear that stupid diamondbacks song I sware I'm going to crawl up some tower and start picking people off. For those of you not living in Arizona it goes something like this "Whack crack I love my diamondbacks." When I hear this I run to change the channel. Then there is this new stupid commerical for montel williams, jenny johnes, and ricky lake. This one goes "Montel, jenny, ricky 2 3 4 on upn 45." over and over and over again. Whatever happened to imaginative commercials? All these things make me wanna do is like I said crawl up some tower and start picking off people. It's like when I had Rock Me Amadeus in my head for a month straight. By the end of that experience you probibly could have called me clinically insane.

Well leave it up to the girls to keep me from crawling up that tower. Stormey wanted to play with Mitzi. So she started her usual little games. This time Mitzi kept standing right in frount of her and I kept wondering why is she doing this? Then it hit me. Mitzi is offering herself to Stormey. Yes in a sexual way. Again I laughed my ass off! I couldn't believe it. These 2 are going to end up killing me through laughter. Oh well at least it will be fun way to go.

Well things are getting ever so fuzzy now so I'm going to go back to bed. I hope everyone had a nice day today and that you will have a nice day tomorrow.

Tuesday, April 02, 2002

Murphy Turned My Butt Black & Blue



Well it's been quite a week. I have been to the hospital twice and my doctor's office once this week and guess what I get to go to the dr's office again today. Yippeeeeeeeee (Please note the sarcasm in the yipee.)

it all started a week ago on the 25th of March. I took a nap and when I woke up I was extremely dizzy I'm talking room is spinning dizzy so I went to the hospital. When I arrived at the hospital it was chock full. So right away I know I'm in for at least an hour wait. Boy was I wrong. It took them an hour and a half just to trioge (sp?) me, then it took them another 3 and a half hours to get me to a friggin room. So total wait time in the waiting room. 4 hours. When the Dr. finally came in he ran a battery of tests. I'm talking EKG, blood work, pee in a cup kind of tests. They also put an iv in me. Now when I tell you that I hate iv's it's a major understatement. Well after everything was said and done the Dr. told me that I had what sounded like an inner ear infection. The Dr. tells me to look out for a few things and if I experience any of them to come back to the hospital. So I go home thinking ok I can deal with that. It's not serious and very easily cured. Total time spent in the hospital 9 hours.

Then on Wednesday my legs start loosing all of their strength. This was on the mensioned list of things to look out for. So now I'm thinking oh crap. So off to the hospital I go once more. This time the waiting room is practically empty so I think thank God they will be able to get me in at least half an hour. I was sadly mistaken. This time trioge went much faster. It was done almost immediately from the time I walked in the frount door. So I'm thinking it might just go even faster than what I origionally thought. See this is how they suck you in and laugh in your face as they watch you squirm in your seat the entire time knowing just how sick you are. Heck I don't go into an ER at 2:30am just because I was bored. Finally after waiting over four and a half hours I finally get a room. Yep that's right this time I waited much longer eventhough there were FAR fewer people waiting in the waiting room. The new Dr. gives me a catscan. (sp?) He says the same thing that the first Dr said. It is most likely an inner ear infection and the reason that I am experiencing weekness in my legs is due to the fact that becuase I have been off ballance I have been needing more strength than normal. So basically I just ran out of strength. I think to myself ok and go back home. Total time spent in the ER this time 11 hours.

It is now Thursday by the time I get back home. I fall asleep. I woke up on Sunday. I kid you not boys and girls I slept for 3 days straight only getting up to go to the bathroom and get the occasional nosh to eat. Thank God for my friend. Yep she came through :D I called her up and asked her to pick me up oranges because that is all I wanted to eat and she bought them for me. She is now back in my I love her list. See people I'm really not that hard to please. Anyway I digress.

The first time I woke up on friday for one of my potty trips I noticed that a nice little cough was starting to develop. Woo Friggin Hoo (Again please note the sarcasm.) Well by Sunday I had a full blown hacking up gooey things kind of cough. So on Monday I finally went to my Dr. (I should have done this in the first place. I may be fairly intelligent but hey even geniouses make mistakes.) He told me that I now had an upper respretory infection. The kicker is that he agreed with me that I probibly got it in the Hospital waiting for the damn Doctors.

And what is the moral of this story? Don't be a stubborn person like I am. Go to your Dr at the first sign of trouble and avoid Hospitals AT ALL COSTS.

Oh but wait our story doesn't end there not for this unlucky duckie.

I was trying to remove some of the mucus (sp?) from my nose and got the stupid toilet paper stuck in my nose well I thought I got all of it out but evidently I didn't and it traveled down to my throat so now I get to go back to MY Dr. to remove it from my windpipe because I refuse to go to the hospital and have them remove it eventhough the nurses hotline I called last night told me I had to go in immediately.

Now just when you think life is one big joke on your expense something happens that puts things into perspective and make you laugh so hard you almost die from choking. (Remember I have an upper bla bla bla and laughing isn't exactly a good thing to be doing when it's hard for you to just breath.)

Well Stormey is still on this guarding her food even if she isn't going to eat it kick and will sit there and give the Mitzi dirty looks. Well this pissed me off for the last time so I went had a little talk with stormey and ended up making her share some of her food with the baby. Mind you she was done eating she just didn't want the baby getting any of "her" food. Well Stormey has this wierd routine that she does when she is done eating. She will drink water and then rub her face on the ground to clean her face. So she is rubbing her face on the ground and I see her backing up towards the baby and I am wondering what the heck she is doing? Well she trapps the baby and lets out this big ol fart right in the baby's face and makes her smell it for a few minutes. I almost died laughing. The poor baby was looking for me to help her and all I could do was laugh. I'm a bad doggie mommie. Oh well life goes on and that was just too funny not to laugh.

Quote of the day.

All happy families resemble one another; every unhappy family is unhappy in its own fashion.
--Leo Tolstoy (1828-1910) Anna Karenina

Well kiddies it's time to call MY Dr. so he can remove the stupid toilet paper from my windpipe. So wish me luck and tell Ol' Man Murphy to stop kicking my butt it's pretty brused battered and I could use another rest although hopefully not another three day one.

Tuesday, March 19, 2002

Maylay at the Dog Park



Today I took my dogs to the dog park. I will say it was quite an adventure.

There was this little stinker named Alex. He's a Boxer and quite agressive. He decided to attack a few dogs at the park today and totally traumatized my dogs.

Stormey had an admirer there today and he tried to ummmm shall we say pleasure her. Ummm oral gratification. Well my good girl wouldn't have any of it. Everytime that dog tried to pleasure her she would bark and snip at him. It was the funniest thing I have ever seen. I must say I was saying to myself YOU GO GIRL. Keep that virginity as long as you can. Stormey is almost 7 and I think she is nearing the end of her fertile day so she really doesn't need to be ummmm pleasured.

Then there is my little one Mitzi. The poor thing was so traumatized by the other dogs going at it that I see this little black and white puffball come a running at top speed and jump right into my arms. I am not kidding boys and girls. She knows who her momma is and she know momma will protect her. I thought it was hysterical and at the same time it was the sweetest thing.

Then when we go to leave it is usually a big hastle rounding them up and trying to get them on their leashes so I can take them home. Today it was different both of them came running, hopped into the car and didn't look back. When I got out of the car I had Mitzi in my arms and I decided to put her down just incase she needed to go potty before we went inside. She made a b line straight for the frount door. I laughed my ass off.

Well good night boys and girls this is sifichick signing off mostlikely for today. I hope you have as much laughter in your day as I had in mine.

Monday, March 18, 2002

Disapearing Act



Well this morning I awoke to the great shock that my little dog had disapeared. Up until now at night when i would go to sleep she would go outside on my porch and watch the people walking by sometimes barking at them. Well I yelled and yelled at her and nothing. I looked out the arcadia window and no Mitzi. I started to flip. Unfortunately I was completely naked so I couldn't just run out of the house so I found the very first thing I could find then put on my shoes and ran out the door. As I open the frount door what do I find? The little shit is standing in frount of the door waiting for me to open it for her.

This totally stinks I paid $300.00 to have a rought iron fence put on my back padio wall so my dogs could stay on the padio and I wouldn't have to worry about them getting stolen or running away. Well I guess I don't have to worry abou them running away seeing as how both of them go for a run then wait for me at the door.

I wanted to ring her neck but she is just to cute for me to harm her. lol

Sunday, March 17, 2002

Leonard Nimoy's Photo



Ok I posted that pic from Leonard Nimoy's photography website on the WWDN Web Board. Well it turns out that it is a woman. Holy carp was my first thougth. She has got the manlyest (sp?) hands I have EVER seen.
another friggin test

Wednesday, March 13, 2002

The Bush boys have got to go!



Today I was watching The Rosie Show and she starts to comment on this gay couple foster parents for children with different illnesses. You know the kind no one would ever want to take into their home.



Well she mensions that because they live in Florida and the little boy in question is now free from his illness they are going to take him out of his loving environment and give him to another couple to adopt. She then gave the address to a site that is trying to help them keep this little boy. Mind you this is the ONLY home this little boy has ever known and he is now 8 if I remember correctly. So I went to the site and it explained that the little boy was born with the HIV virus but is now not showing any signs of it being in his body so the wonderful, yes I'm being sarcastic, powers that be in Florida see him as being in an unfit home because these 2 men that have raised him practacily his entire life are now unfit to raise him purely on the fact that they are gay. I say give me a feckin break. They love this little boy and they want to adopt him. I say let them!



These men have done such a well job that even the doctor has said the little boy is in wonderful shape. What is the true meaning of parenthood? To me it isn't that 2 people came together and created a life. Heck anyone can do that. To me being a parent is being there for the child no matter what. That mean in the middle of the night when the child has a nightmare you run into the room and calm that child down. When the child gets sick you take it to the doctor and then take care of it when you bring it home. It means when the child scrapes their knee you sooth them and clean up their wound. That is what a parent does and is. It doesn't matter whether the couple is gay or not. Love is love no matter your race, creed, religion, or sexual orientation.



Personally I don't know that I could be a parent and not screw up a childs life. I have soooooooooooooooooooo much respect for those that can do it well.



So i say let the kid stay where he is. He is happy and healthy right now and if they rip him away from his home it would devistate him. Remember Florida you should do what is BEST FOR THE CHILD!!!!!!!!!!!



If you would like to help support this family I have put a link up in my website on the home page. Please no matter what your sexual orientation help this family.



Side note I happen to be as straight as they come but I feel strongly that the government shouldn't who we are allowed to love and who we are allowed make our family.



So in conclusion I saw Bush brothers change the laws doesn't the Constitution give us the right to LIFE, LIBERTY, AND THE PERSUIT OF HAPPINESS!

Tuesday, March 12, 2002

Earlier today I found this pic of Leonard Nimoy I must say it disturbed me to no end. I mean come on he is supposed to be the ultra mysterious quiet guy. A little funny to look at but still handsome in that odd way. Kind of like Jeff Goldblum. (sp?)

Well I didn't expect to see him half nekked with finger nails that most woman pay for. I warn you it isn't a pretty sight.
Ok this really blows evidently you can't put a link to blogspot.com in a post or it eats the rest of your post. Oh the joys of finding the bugs in a program. Well at least it's free. Next time I will know better and I won't put the link in.

Oh well better luck tomorrow. By the way I am trying to find out why the comments button is friggin big. I have messed with the font size but nothing seems to work if anyone knows how to fix this please let me know. Thank you

It just sucks ya in baby!



Well I spent the better part of my day on Wil Wheaton's website. See this is what I feel is a guilty pleasure. I posted on several topics and even posted my first thread there. It's a very nice place and except for a couple of jerks most of the people have been very nice to me. One guy in particular has been such a help with my blog. He has one and I have been asking him tons of question. Most of them quite stupid in my opinion but if I didn't ask them I wouldn't have had any idea what I was doing. I tell you I have never felt so stupid as when I started to use No comments:

Monday, March 11, 2002

Goodmorning Internet Listeners



Well I woke up this morning in a very fould mood. I must have had some horrible stress dreams or something.

I decided that I wasn't going to let it get me down so I came online and did my fuzzy thoughts list for today and did a little work on my website. That put me in a little better mood.

Then I started my new book. I haven't written anything in a very long time and I have this story burning inside of me and I feel as if I will explode if I don't get it out of me. So I started at the end. I know I'm a backwards person so why not do the conclusion and work back tot he begining. then I got into actually bringing my charachters to life. I broke it down in several catagories everything from what thier parents are like to their birthdays. I want to make them real to me so that i can do the story justice. All I can say is it's been a very cathardic (I know my spelling blows) morning. I am in such a good mood I don't think even my mother can bring me down today. But you never know lol I might come back from seeing her and start to rant and rave about her.

You know I often wonder why it is that mother's and daughters either have this amazing bond or they can't be in the same room for more than 5 minutes before they start to bicker. There really doesn't seem to be any middle ground to it.

Well that's it for right now. I hope the rest of your day is as nice or nicer than mine is so far.


Sunday, March 10, 2002

Lets play bonk the webhosts.



Well I have all this webspace on 2 different servers and neither one of them will put a feckin link to the archives. So I spent the past 2 days trying to figure out a way to fix this. I read all the trouble shooters and help files and did exactly what said to do and the stupid thing still wouldn't let me. So I decided to just give up and put my blog on Blogspot. At least the archives work here.

Needless to say I am totally perterbed about this. Evidently geocities did something so that I couldn't put them in the archives so I would have to pay them money. The money grubbing pigs.

In a world where a madman can kill over 3000 people and say god told him to do it, little girls are stolen right out of their houses and killed, a woman can hit a man with her car and watch him in agony for 3 day letting him die and then dump his lifeless body ect... these people want my money. I feel it is better deserved elsewhere. So I thank Blogspot for giving me the opertunity to voice my opinions and let me spend my money elsewhere. Heck maybe I will break down someday soon and get thier pay site just because they were so nice in this mad mad world.

On that note I'm going to let my dogs out and give them a big hug, then head off to bed. I sure hope that someone had a better day than I did. I am going to try to add a comments section tomorrow. Wish me luck please.

Sifichick